worming your way childishly

you took the lead,
asked for more,
got more,
enjoyed more.

then you'd have enough,
you left me alone,
walked off,
heard you no more.

weeks later more sin filled your heart,
ignorance lead to mischief,
you gather your guts,
trying to throw me off my studs.

But im telling you now
possible is non-existent
because the most of it leads to nothing.

Suppose you kill an ant.
The maximum you can do is to rub it till it disintegrates and vanishes from your physical eyes. But lo and behold nothing more. So dont waste your time.

scouting ahead in silence

another blog. another life? is the old life gone?
am in the midst of so much exams.. bogged down so badly.
yet my greatest hurt remains.
losing my brother. Dead.. pronounced dead. after 15 years.

The songs of the living are the lamentations of the dead.

no new life can overcome the old.

I'll be uprooting old post from my old site to this. Recently realized the other site
is being tracked for legal authorities. Nothing to hide.
but who likes to live in a world centralized by selfish hounding people?

I am dead too.. no more am i who i was. The only thing left of me is my breath.

Listening to <Relucant Warrior (Burden Of Honor)> All my post will come with a line as such when i listen and write. So you can listen to it and sense the emotions behind each post.