the sleeping of time
vanishes at the blink of ones eye
the last breath
sees no good bye

as the sands slip thru the dowsing wind
the sound of not one whistle is heard
alone in the vast space
flying endlessly like a huge bird

another day passes
another hour is gone
creases on our faces appear
like vines in the valleys

nothing stands
nothing exist
nothing anymore
I am absorbed to the darkness of this lonely world.
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last nite sleep so late doing some homework.. graded! then during lesson some china guy stood up and solved the whole question using a method unknown to us. maybe he felt he was smart.
I really think he is such a jerk. Isn't a practice session suppose to practice something we learnt?

Today went to find neg. ion generator. couldnt get it.. why are things in singapore so hard to find? Anyway, went to betty, showed her my magix box thingy.. she compared and for once alice actually listened to me to shut that box and not let ppl man handle the box. anyway.. mr goh called again. what an annoying time i had. once again he could hear nothing but the blast of an emergency bell! Then kept trying to sell me so many things.. keep saying $150. Does he think i am working or what!? Havnet i told him that i am not even willing to spend more than $100 for anything!? yet the box he wanted to sell wont go below $190. k.. am annoyed.. just getting it for wo de nicole.. (haha.. hey nicole.. i've got like ppl asking me if you're my girlfriend.. haha. k.. dun worry told them you're a GUY! haha.. MAN! haha.. very MAN de.. actually they read your tag to me then say the way you reply is how a girl reply xD so not my fault! dun worry la. i know you guy can le)

then kerlynn just msged me..complain tones of things.. life's choices are mounted on horses which we control. (: hope that speaks to you. Thanks for actively tagging and adding..and bringing life to my msn, phone and blog..

then have zack.. seem to talk little these days nia.. but a fine friend he is. Infact, if there is one person you'd ask me to trust.. i'd say no one but him.. he shared with me a thought weeks back.. he said something like "you learn you can never trust anyone" how right he is.. the failures i have in life have always been due to too much trust and believe in people. Believing in those whom their parents, siblings, school mates look down on. I always believed they would be able to stand one day, look back and be proud of their achievements. I always believed they would in all i have done, stand for whats right and help me when i needed help.. but experiences have brought me to conclude that "they are a generation saying, yes i will definitely stand for whats right." but when tough times come, they fall faster than the river waters in the world.

then have josh.. had a nice chat with him..suddenly was an accident near my window.. was shocked.. this girl had her body..eww.. k.. skip this part.. but josh tag so little so.. i gonna not say anything to him now! hahaha :P post more then hear more k? (:

ok the night is abrewing. I shall retreat to my comforts. May the day be blessful and blissful to all of you.