Yesterday an angel came to me. Then my brother appeared before my eyes. The angel spoke without him knowing. He was facing away from me. The angel spoke and said "now is your time. its in your command as it was since the first day. So be gone and he will be gone. He has hurt you so much. lied so much. cheated so much. now is your chance for you are given the chance now to diminish him from this world."

I looked at the angel then looked back at him. He was different. No longer was there joy in his eyes. No longer was there passion for God. No longer was there any desire for any right which normal people would cherish. I looked then at my hands and i saw a knife. not a knife i had seen before. It looked different. It had a handle distinctly embroidered with designs which must have taken years to craft. I looked up again. The angel stood on right. while he stood in front me, back facing me.

The voice again " you have the power to decide now"

at that moment i knew in my heart the hurt that has since then existed. I knew everything he had done wrong against God and even the world, the people he had cheated. But i looked down at my hands, placed the knife down and whispered to the angel what i think is weakness from my heart. "I wont do it." i said. "no matter what had happened, the fact doesnt change. he is still my brother." I repeated it a few times.everything then became quite blurred to me. But this is what i recall. Then the angel spoke once again "you have understood. Good.. you have understood." then the angel gently left. I looked around and there was no one around. I was tired.. I laid down and slept.


Tell me why does it have to be like this
Tell me why. is  there something i have missed
Tell me why. I dont understand
Tell me why.